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It is bothering me to the end of this world, all my experiences with aliens. I do not want to acknowledge it, and it makes me ramble, it feels insane. I feel insane just talking about it. So many pictures, so many sightings, videos, drawings. Looking at old school books, and at night this fear I feel as something is there. I found a picture of ufo today.
This one is from when I was a kid: http://imgur.com/a/ww3zR
This is from some years ago while I studied them: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kyl6Qm-fkGA&t=14s
When I found the picture, the top one, I started recalling the panic and fear. I recall the horror as I was cut into by a machine. It felt like a dream, but I know it was not. It was entirely different. I think about when I was a child, how I hid beneath my bed because the raptors would come. Even when we moved I still dreamt of raptors, which "claws" hurt me as they gripped me hard. I never though of aliens as a kid, yet I have many child drawings I did of alien ships, machines and all sorts of things.
… I was gripped by the fear I've suppressed, and felt compelled to share it somehow, talk about it. Of course someone said I was mentally ill, and sure it would be nice if that was true, but it is not like that. I wish it were.
… I guess I hope for more understanding on a ufo forum, I am not going to share any of my new pictures and stuff beyond the links here. I don't know if others can recall as much pain as me, which is the source of my fear.
I know no one can help me even if I tell them about it.
… A while now, I've been wondering if I am some sort of hybrid alien, which might give reason to why they keep coming for me. Maybe they are seeing how I adapt to society?
I am to scared to think back, but I recall the pain far to well. When I was cut into. It makes me wanna cry. …
Somehow, I hope others might share what they've been through, and maybe… maybe someone, if they know, can tell if there is a way to get rid of aliens and ufo. I am afraid of sleep sometimes.
The things I remember are not pleasant.
Thank you for the time.